Another loss
Aug. 12th, 2017 11:54 amMy precious baby Emily passed away this morning. She was 19 and only a sad shell of her former self. I look at her photo in my icon that was taken about 18 years ago and think of all that we've been through together.
She had such personality. I never met anyone who didn't love Emily. Even my stepdad, who only tolerated cats because my mom loves them, fell under Emily's charm. We (Yoda, Emily, and I) lived with my folks for a few months back in 2000. I couldn't figure out why Emily was getting so fat, then I learned that my stepdad was giving Emily her own bowl of soup every time he got one. She had him trained quickly! Now they're both gone.
She's been sick for sometime and I've been giving her thyroid medication for over a year. She was frail and night before last stopped meowing. I knew then she wasn't well and left work early yesterday to be with her. She wouldn't eat and couldn't seem to find a comfortable position. I felt her get up and stumble off the bed during the night, but let her go.
My mom called and woke me this morning. At first, I couldn't figure out how I slept so late, then I realized Emily hadn't woken me for food. I found her downstairs, she had passed in the night.
I'm having her cremated. I've never done that before, but it felt right.
This year has been so hard. I keep thinking it's the end of so many eras. I'm sorry if I'm not responding to posts properly right now, I've not spent much time online. I know she's in a better place, but this is a sad day in a sad year.
She had such personality. I never met anyone who didn't love Emily. Even my stepdad, who only tolerated cats because my mom loves them, fell under Emily's charm. We (Yoda, Emily, and I) lived with my folks for a few months back in 2000. I couldn't figure out why Emily was getting so fat, then I learned that my stepdad was giving Emily her own bowl of soup every time he got one. She had him trained quickly! Now they're both gone.
She's been sick for sometime and I've been giving her thyroid medication for over a year. She was frail and night before last stopped meowing. I knew then she wasn't well and left work early yesterday to be with her. She wouldn't eat and couldn't seem to find a comfortable position. I felt her get up and stumble off the bed during the night, but let her go.
My mom called and woke me this morning. At first, I couldn't figure out how I slept so late, then I realized Emily hadn't woken me for food. I found her downstairs, she had passed in the night.
I'm having her cremated. I've never done that before, but it felt right.
This year has been so hard. I keep thinking it's the end of so many eras. I'm sorry if I'm not responding to posts properly right now, I've not spent much time online. I know she's in a better place, but this is a sad day in a sad year.